Are you scared of me?
Or am I scared of you?
In this moment, I’m not sure what to do.
I feel at a crossroads of sorts…
My heart feels
what my mind directs it to
and all of these emotions and feelings
somehow seem misplaced
I find them overwhelming.
I want to let go and move forward
but it seems my every step forward is blocked.
It’s as if I cannot keep going
until I acknowledge what I’m feeling.
Until I give them a channel to leave.
And I’m not sure what that channel is exactly…
Is it in my dance?
Or my poetry?
Maybe the key is in all of those,
and I guess I won’t know
unless I open up a channel,
and allow these feelings to flow.
I may need your hand,
for I’m not sure I’m all that strong
to feel what I’ve buried deep within
a lifetime ago.
I don’t know how I’ll react,
or where I’ll go,
where it will lead me,
where you’ll be.
But I’ll come and find you
and hold you,
for you, my dear soul,
I love you.
Tomorrow’s promise is brighter than you know.