For you…

Are you scared of me?

Or am I scared of you?

In this moment, I’m not sure what to do.

I feel at a crossroads of sorts…

My heart feels

what my mind directs it to

and all of these emotions and feelings

somehow seem misplaced

and monstrous.

I find them overwhelming.

I want to let go and move forward

but it seems my every step forward is blocked.

It’s as if I cannot keep going

until I acknowledge what I’m feeling.

Until I give them a channel to leave.

And I’m not sure what that channel is exactly…

Is it in my dance?

My painting?

My song?

My writing?

Or my poetry?

Maybe the key is in all of those,

and I guess I won’t know

unless I open up a channel,

and allow these feelings to flow.

I may need your hand,

for I’m not sure I’m all that strong

to feel what I’ve buried deep within

a lifetime ago.

I don’t know how I’ll react,

or where I’ll go,

where it will lead me,

where you’ll be.

But I’ll come and find you

and hold you,

for you, my dear soul,

are beautiful.

I love you.

Remain strong.

Tomorrow’s promise is brighter than you know.



About arainbowintheclouds

Hello! Thank you for visiting my page! *** About me? I am a woman who constantly seeks knowledge and experiences which feed my soul, make me think, feel, reflect and learn. I seek, respect, love and live the TRUTH. Whatever it is, however it's packaged, whomever it comes from, wherever I find it. I love intellectual conversations and I LOVE LIVING! * Background: I obtained two degrees back-to-back while working as a pharmacy technician. I competed as a fitness model during the last two years of my second degree and was involved in the fitness industry for some time. I had written poetry and stories when I was younger but had put it all on hold during my studies. After spending a few years getting back to T, I decided to share my writing with the world. *** Sending positive energy your way! *** T *** PS Feel free to leave a comment or send me a message! **** ALL posts © Copyright of Tamara Nikic as dated. View all posts by arainbowintheclouds

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