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Are you scared of me?
Or am I scared of you?
In this moment, I’m not sure what to do.
I feel at a crossroads of sorts…
My heart feels
what my mind directs it to
and all of these emotions and feelings
somehow seem misplaced
and monstrous.
I find them overwhelming.
I want to let go and move forward
but it seems my every step forward is blocked.
It’s as if I cannot keep going
until I acknowledge what I’m feeling.
Until I give them a channel to leave.
And I’m not sure what that channel is exactly…
Is it in my dance?
My painting?
My song?
My writing?
Or my poetry?
Maybe the key is in all of those,
and I guess I won’t know
unless I open up a channel,
and allow these feelings to flow.
I may need your hand,
for I’m not sure I’m all that strong
to feel what I’ve buried deep within
a lifetime ago.
I don’t know how I’ll react,
or where I’ll go,
where it will lead me,
where you’ll be.
But I’ll come and find you
and hold you,
for you, my dear soul,
are beautiful.
I love you.
Remain strong.
Tomorrow’s promise is brighter than you know.
T
May 22nd, 2012 at 1:30 pm
Thank you.
May 22nd, 2012 at 1:55 pm
🙂
May 22nd, 2012 at 6:02 pm
I love this.
May 23rd, 2012 at 6:36 am
Thank you! I am glad! 🙂